i not only will have a car in the next week or less, i'll have to choose between two cars that are being offered to me. how sweet for me.

my writing has been shitty lately ... nothing coming out. maybe that's cuz i've been laying around like a slug (rae's word) and doing nothing ... or i've been getting up at the ass-crack of dawn to go work at the coffee shop. that has stopped, thank god. and so now i must get into a new routine. one that doesn't involve sitting on my ass-crack.

i've apparently lost all ability to communicate with others; don't know how or when it happened, but nothing i say comes out the right way, and i'm pretty sick of it. maybe i just need to be completely silent.

pretending like i care about school and whether or not i'm going to graduate has worn thin. i'd drop out ... again ... if it weren't for the fact that i'm set to be done in may. and i know (we all know) that after three months of being without the "pressures" of school, i'll crave it again. but right now i hate it AND ITS ASS FACE.

at least i'm reading some of those books mom bought me this weekend.

as well as reading some of the ones she lent me over christmas break that i haven't read yet.

maybe i'll get back to knitting those scarves i wanted to knit with the yarn she gave me over christmas.

or i'll just go sit on the couch and be a bum.

what would jesus do? (kidding, kidding)

back to the couch, yo!!!

Comments

[sweet pea]

That's great about the cars!

[lissa ann]

Hey, robyn, if you figure out how to get motivated and write coherently again, would ya send me some tips on how to do it myself? I am feeling much less than adequate at writing my column...I don't know how people manage to write for a living!

[sA]

There seems to be a heavy "ass" theme in this post ... I'd probably run with that theme to "crack" the wall between you and your normal ability to communicate fluently with others. I think if you develop the "ass" theme more, you'll be back communicating as normal. :)